Wow can't believe that I haven't been on here since July. Alot has happened since then. We have finally moved in September. Our new house is great and we are getting on with painting, unpacking, moving furniture. Alot going on in my life at the moment. A dear friend is seriously ill, my husband and his division were excessed, my old house isn't sold so we are carrying 2 mortgages, I got a new car about 6 weeks ago and love it. Have been reading some blogs from step kids who were from a former marriage and it's like I was never a part of their lives for over 20 years. Man that hurts alot. Their mom who deserted them is now seemingly treated like HEY MOM and I am shut out. What a waste of a chunk of my life. Yeah that does piss me off as I just turned 60 and my 30's and 40's were devoted to them. Damn. Guess I am in an annoyed mood today -well hell it is Monday, Bush is Prez - UGH - and it is raining.